I feel down, I feel stress, I feel hurt. I feel everything! Its mixed up. I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm not strong enough..i think. I hide my sadness inside of me but I blow up today. I can't stand to pretending that I'm okay. the truth is I'm not okay…I'm TOTALLY DOWN! DOWN!

I wish I've pill that can forget everything when I wake up…It's really hard for me to forget everything. I need someone to talk.. I need someone to advice me for everything. hurmm.. I wish I become more stronger like before. I can't hide this too long. It's really hurt..

maybe crying is best medicine.. :(